I hate being apart from Jake for so long. I knew this was going to happen, but it's still hard. Jake generally works from 8-2pm (leaves for work around 7-7:15am), and pretty much every day the next couple of weeks I start work before he gets home and then don't finish until late. That means that we will be getting about 4 hours max together before we go to sleep. Boo. And I am scheduled to work quite a bit on the weekends too. That's supposed to be our time together. Really.
I understand that most married couples already experience this and I shouldn't be surprised, but it's already a difficult adjustment for me. It'd be one thing if we worked the same hours and therefore saw each other in the morning, but I usually am just getting up when he leaves for work. I've tried to get up earlier so that I can be with him while he gets ready, but then I'm oober tired. So I only see him when he comes and kisses me goodbye, and then for a couple hours before we go to sleep when both of us are exhausted.
I just miss him. Probably only 3 more months of this though and then hopefully it'll get a bit better. I want the time to pass faster. Just look at how cute he is!
p.s. I find it a bit amusing that this post follows the one where I made fun of him. I really am crazy about him. I mean really, who tells you that they didn't actually listen to you unless they really love you, right? :)
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